I'm posting. Weeaagggh!!! lol Uhm... Well.... Senior year. Hooray. This summer I went on a two month long tour with the Oregon Crusaders. It's a drum and bugle corps. We went to somewhere around 15 to 20 states. And performed about 26 to 30 times. Good stuff. We did well. Uhm. Now I'm a senior. Poop. Scary. We'll see how this goes. I'm in class right now. Holler!
WHOA. 2005 is already here. Well.. It got here about 2 months ago, but I'm a little slow. So far the new year has brought great promises. With a little dim luck here and there. I'm excited for a few small/large things. I get to go to California with Lindsay this summer. That will be exciting. School is becoming more promising every day. I still don't like Mrs. Dehler. But what can you do? Other than drop her class again... lol There are still so many people I have yet to see at school this year. Where the hell are they? Where the hell am I? Who knows. At this point, life seems to be... Taking its natural turns.. lol Steadily going up, and then just as steadily going down. But.. That's life. Whatever. Poop. It would just not be an entry if I didn't say, "poop". STUPID TEENAGERS! Gah. 17 is such a terrible age. I hate it.
Totally random and off subject... The other night Lindsay and I went to the ZONE for our first time. And we got lost for an hour and a half trying to find where I parked my car. lol LAME.
Anyways... I am in love. Yes, love. With what/whom... I do not know.. But I'm sure feeling it! lol
Anyways.. So I have this MySpace thing.. As you SHOULD have read in my previous entries. And I meet some pretty cool people on there. Some kinda creep people. But it's weird to think that when you go out, someone might be watching you and they might recognize you from myspace, and you wont recognize them. It's insane to see how many people come up and ask you if you are, "Myspace?" lol Whatever. Creeps/Creepy.
WTF WAS UP WITH MY GODDAMN BIRTHDAY?! THAT FUCKING SUCKED! BULLSHIT. Whatever lol. Ask me about it or something. A lot of stupid things happened that just really pissed me off. I fucking had to buy my friend dinner on my own birthday. WTF?! lol SHIIIITTTT okay comment because I finally updated.
I feel like one of those depression kids. I am in a really bad mood lately. I worry about EVERYTHING, and nothing. Like I will be sitting around not doing anything and all of a sudden I'll just get really nervous for no apparent reason. It sucks. Because I am constatnly worrying about stupid stuff. I hate it.
I am getting really pissed of people telling me things like I should drop classes, that they don't understand why I dropped math, that I am stupid, that I need to just drop out of school, that I am a failure, that they don't understand why I still go to school, and all this other shit. Fucking back the fuck off you fucking fuck ass fucker cunts. YOU REALLY PISS ME OFF.
Well, at the moment, I am sitting in Dunlop's office with Vanessa, and Mrs. Babcock. WOO HOO She did a good job singing today, good for her..
I have release right now and am really bored, and my jeans don't reach my ankles lol.. So.. I dunno, my ankles are kinda cold... i just gave the choir teacher two dollars for her lunch, and let me tell you, I feel very good about myself right now..lol..
I need to hurry up and update because I have to go get Vanessa lunch... But wait.. I GET to go get Vanessa lunch.. lol WHAT A FUN DAY..
Last weekend I did a lot of fun things.. Went to a lot of fun places, and same for this weekend... and the next and the one before the last one, and all the weekends of my life are just so damn fun and eventful.. YEAH BUDDY!
Um... School bites... All of my classes are SUPER easy.. And I have nothing to do in them most the time.. It just gets really boring after a while.. And I hate it.. But whatever.. I need to go get lunch for Vanessa..
Not much has happened lately in my life other than the usual.. Last night I went to dinner with Trudy, Holly, and Shanon at Taco Bell... Good stuff.. I eat there all the time because it is my FAVORITE! lol
World. Lol. On the keyboard & Postal Service - SGH
Okay so school started. And I have 2 classes a day. I am here at school right this very moment, and I have lunch.... Next I have release.. And then lunch again.. And then release.. And then 5th period... Um... I am suppose to go to lunch with Traci later... And uh.. I will prolly do that... We had an assembly today... WAY cool... Lol.. No jk.. It was alright.. Um... I have math and language arts... That's all.. BORING day...s... boring days... lol... But wait.. I had my schedule changed.. So now I have a first period math class, then a second period lunch.. Third period study hall.. which I will skip.. And then band.. and then english.. and then Art 3... So my schedule is pretty much full.. so forget what I said before.. which is pretty much the majority of my entry.. But I really have nothing to do at school.. And it seems everyone else feels the same way.. This year really kinda sucks academically. They really messed up everyones schedules and then I dunno, lots of stupid things like A LOT of security.. Which is stupid because it makes it harder on me to skip.. lol.. But I shouldn't be doing that this year... So I wont.. The funny thing is.. In my math class I am the smart kid. lol THAT'S A FIRST. It's really stupid because I'll sit there, and he will give us an assignment, and then tell us we have a half hour to do it.. 5 minutes later I am done and waiting another 25 for the bell to ring.. I mean honestly, it isn't that hard.. All of our assignments have only been about 5 problems.. lol And all it has been is finding patterns.. So.. easy easy easy.
I am done.. School is stupid... And I hate it..
FORGET MY PREVIOUS ENTRY
Now that school has started and I have free time. I will just update here... kinda.. lol
I don't listen to much music anymore. But prolly Catalyst...
So this is gunna be my last post.. I kinda gave up on Live Journal. Nobody ever leaves comments and I just think have a xanga and a my space along with a live journal is too much work. so you can find me under the same name on both of them. Later.
giggles23 (12:37:06 AM): why are you always so sad joe? J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:37:27 AM): Life is a sucky place to be. giggles23 (12:37:38 AM): how come in most pictures you dont' look at the camera...you look away J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:38:02 AM): that's very personal. J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:38:03 AM): I dunno J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:38:15 AM): like I can't explain the way I feel about myself. J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:38:37 AM): I'm just incredibly unhappy with myself.
SaveTheDayChelle (12:39:44 AM): i love you SaveTheDayChelle (12:39:45 AM): smile J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:40:05 AM): It's so hard to smile, when all you feel inside is a giant frown. :-(
Wet White Tee (12:40:09 AM): why are ya crappy? J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:40:19 AM): personal reasons :-( J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:40:32 AM): feminine cramps. J M C 1 2 1 4 87 (12:40:34 AM): you know, the works.
What the hell... I am easy to read I guess.... Well atleast I can joke about it... lol
Poopin' Crappin' day man..
Oh well.. Things go by.. But that was my one chance.. :(
SHIT SHIT SHIT.. I dunno really what to say...
Comment on my fucking live journal!!!!
Comment on my fucking live journal!!!!
Comment on my fucking live journal!!!!
I really do not know what the hell I have to say.
Um.. This room I am sitting in has had this problem with fruit flies lately… Like there are 2 or 3 a night.. It’s a friggin plague! Lol
I am talking to my friend Roxsann from Kindergarten. Pretty cool. We used to be best friends.. Then she moved off to Vancouver or something..
Oh shit.. It is not and I have been working on this for about 6 hours now LOL