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Number... Who the hell knows.. I think like 9.. lol.. and Um.. Sparticus... :) [Aug. 6th, 2004|10:08 pm]
[Current Mood |deviousI feel so sneaky.. hehe.. yeah]
[Current Music |Thanks to Logan... Natasha Bedingfield - These Words.]

Yowza.. Lol...


Lately I have been downtown alot.. Once with Shannon and Teesh.. Kinda boring :( I didn't get to do much... Another time with Kim.. That was pretty fun.. We went to the Buffalo Exchange.. And Sparticus.. Holy crap.. Lol.. Didn't know Sparticus was a sex shop.. Lol.. But that was funny.. And then the last time I went with Liz, which was yesterday.. We went to places like Sparticus (this time I knew what the shop was lol), Urban Outfitters, um... I think a place called "Exit" or something.. And a few more stores I dunno the name of.. We also went to lunch at Rocco's pizza, and met up with Kat and Marty and we walked over to Pioneer Place and did some shopping there.. And Oh.. Liz and I went to McDonalds to use the bathrooms, and on the way in, there were these 5 prostitutes out on the front steps and it was so gross lol, they watched us walk up the stairs and everything lol Crazy.. But uh... Yeah... Ew.. We also went to the Goodwill down there... NOT cool. Lol It was super gross. But whatever..

Today I went to Tanasbourne with Shannon and Lindsay. They got alot of clothes. I tried on 3 pairs of pants... BORING. lol.. But once Lindsay and I dropped off Shannon, we went over to "The Square", or Washington Square for you un-hip cats.. Lol. But yeah.. I got a sweater and a shirt.. Wooo hooooo... Lol.. If only you knew. ;) Anyways... Lol....


I want to be in love with the person who wants to be in love with me.. :)

I want a pair of Korean funky undies. lol.. JENN.

I want some of Seattle's best weird panties.. Lol TRUDY.

I wanna travel to foreign places.. ANYONE..

I want a lot of things.. And I know I can't have them all, but wouldn't it be nice to atleast get a pair of underwear? lol ( I collect weird underwear by the way.)


I wanna... Go... Lol.. Later...


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Entry 8. And uh.... "?" [Jul. 26th, 2004|11:32 am]
[Current Mood |crappyMan oh man oh man.. Poop......]
[Current Music |Stacie Orrico - More To Life (Jason Nevins REMIX) lol...]

So today was... Different..

I have over booked. I am sorry.

I made plans with Aarika to hang out. And before that, I had made plans with Michelle. Michelle and I have not hung out in a LONG time. Actually, we have never hung out before. And the chance comes up, and of course I am going to grab it. So I kinda lied to Aarika, and told her I was going to a 5 year old's birthday party. Which I also blew off to go hang out with Michelle. And well, Michelle and I had a lot of fun at the movie, Napoleon Dynamite, which is hilarious. But anyways.. We hung out, and I came home after dropping her off. I sat around the house for a few hours and Aarika called. She was with Kim and Brittany, and they wanted to know if they could come over. It was about 10 o'clock mind you. And I asked mom. She said yes, and they were on their way over. And at the time I was talking to someone I wanted to talk to, because I hadn't talked to in a while. But I had to kinda blow them off too, because, well, I had friends coming over.
So they came over. We hung out for a while. Ate some food. Brittany had some of my cheese. And we just talked for a while. And of course eventually I pissed them off, and they ended up leaving. So now I am home alone.

I get online, and some guy decided to yell at me. Saying stupid shit of course. Nobody knows why he has a problem with me. He just does. He is the first person that has ever really been rude like that to me. But whatever, he's just dumb. So I don't care about that. But then when some fuck ass from Australia, whom I have no idea who he is, decides to yell at me, telling me my hair is 70's fag shit. And now I am kinda pissed off, because it just gets stupid once people you don't even know start saying shit to you. So I just kinda told him to fuck off. He always talks to me and my friends, I think he thought he was cool. I dunno.

But now I am home, alone, again. Nobody is online. Other than Debster. And well... She isn't that entertaining. So maybe I will go to bed. I do have school in the morning. And I am 6 assignments behind. :(

Talk to you later...
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Entry 7? And man, oh man, oh man.... Shit... [Jul. 16th, 2004|11:42 am]
[Current Mood |hopefulAah! When life sucks, try.....]
[Current Music |Omg. lol. 90.7 F.M. Holy shit lol. "Ding, Dong, Clang, Bang"]

Sooo…. Lately life has been not so great, ya know? And, well, I have decided, once again, that I do not want to care about that anymore. So I will try my hardest to not, because frankly it really is not worth it. But, you know, it still really sucks. Lol.



Today I learned what objet trouvé means. (Thanks Mrs. Helwig for teaching me how to make that little accent mark thing over the "e". Pretty cool. Lol But damn, I wish I knew what it was called.)



Now I wonder: If you don't want me, then who else will, and where does that leave me?

I made that, because I feel poopy.


I made that to show how our love has been torn apart, and I dunno what else. The things she said really hurt, and made me cry. That's not good. So.. Use your artistic abilities, and figure it out. lol


So... Really.. I do not have much else to say... Kinda still sad... Kinda getting better.. But you know.. Things take time..

More later..




Jenn! CALL ME. We will hang out. That will be fun. (Jenn Starling) lol

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Entry 6. Life AND my hair are looking better. lol [Jul. 14th, 2004|06:57 pm]
[Current Mood |crankyStupid ass Jennifer H.]
[Current Music |Ryan Cabrera, Cindy Lauper, Blondie, Standard Edition, more.]

Well... I decided to do this entry plain. Because... That's the way I wanna do it..

First off... Summer school is going well.. I am passing.. lol BECAUSE IT IS EFFING SIMPLE AS A MOFO!!! But today I did get in trouble by that mean, MEAN guy who runs the thing.. I was on live journal, and he said I would be kicked out if I was ever on the internet again. Lol. I was like.. Oh terrible.. And he was like.. Just be lucky Tom isn't here. And I was like.. Oh yeah, lucky me! And he was like... Yeah.. And then I turned all red and was like.. Yeah.. And he kinda walked away, and I kinda started working, then I kinda stopped.. And then class was over.. Lol..



Yeah I made that, because I was feeling in the "Artsie" mood. But meh.. I made 2.. Here is the other..

If they don't show up, it's because photo bucket is being a bitch.

But anyways... My back hurts.. What to do, what to do?

Man I am going to learn how to skateboard, How bad ass is that? lol Can't wait. Liz said I looked good on one. And I feel stupid because I'm not half as good as a toddler lol. But whatever. I could always give it a try for the shit of it. lol

So... Lately... Sucks.. Lol.. But I have decided to get over it, because honestly, they aren't that important.

Jenn Lynn and I are going to hang out. I thought that was pretty that she asked me. lol. Good kid. You all should get to know her.

Liz sits by me in summer school. What more to say? LoL

My back still hurts... Ouch...

Jennifer Hoagbin is a dumbass.

And I really don't have much more to say.



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Entry 5? And I am in a crappy mood. [Jul. 13th, 2004|10:26 pm]
[Current Mood |crappyIm just not in a good mood....]
[Current Music |Blues Travelers - Hook]

Crappy day… Nothing seems to go right lately.. I am not really in the mood to update. But I will anyways.. For the sake of tradition, and all I find sacred. Lol… (I know I am a loser, I do not mind being the only one willing to accept that.)



I cut my hair the last night/ all day today...

It seems to be a non-stop process. I can't stop cutting my hair, it's crazy. But I have a picture... It's me being sad with my newly cut hair. Lol.

 Makes me sad to look at myself.


But I have skewl in the morning. So I am leaving. Later. Joe.



Tell me if you wanna join the Hott Hair Club.

     Currently the members consist of Jenn, and me...

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Entry 4. I dont know whats goin on. Lifes hurling things at me, & I needa work on my catching skills [Jul. 12th, 2004|07:49 pm]
[Current Mood |lonelyI'm in the mood to be kissed.]
[Current Music |Switchfoot - You]

Single days, lonely nights, makes me wonder if I'll be all right.



(I wrote that a while ago, but still think it applies to certain situations, and I made a picture to go with it for you kids out there whom just can't stand to read without a visual.)


Have you ever just wanted to pee all over the place, to let out frustration? Or just to empty your bladder.. Whatever..



I made a new friend the other night. I’d like to introduce you all to Jenn. She’s down. She seems to be the only person interesting to talk to lately. Who isn't too self involved to carry on a conversation. She's super cool.


Summer school is great. I like having it, I like doing it, I like being there, I pretty much like everything about it other than the homework. But I suggest EVERYONE take summer school. It's pretty cool.








Me                       Insane!!!

What are you going to do about it? Come on, don't be a pussy.


How can life for you be so easy, and for me, it is so tough? I guess I don't deserve it like you do. Then again, who says you are worthy? I guess I am just over reacting.

(I say that, than wonder if I really am the problem.)



Today, I didn't do much. I went to school. I came home for a bit. I went over to Stephanie's house for a while. Then I came home and sat around until I went and picked up Kim and made a run to Freddie's, just for the hell of it. That's about all I did today.


Meh. Nothing else to say. I really want a friend.




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Entry 3. I'm crushed and crushing. Crazy how that works. [Jul. 11th, 2004|12:09 am]
[Current Mood |distressedI'm afraid]
[Current Music |I dunno. Indie?! I don't even know what Indie is...]

Well. Today was shit. I didn't do anything. All my friends that I hang out with were busy. That bites. I need to make more friends. Instead of just hanging out with the same ones all the time. If you wanna, you can be my friend. Please. Just like say hey or something, and then I'll be like yeah, you are my friend. And then ask me to hang out sometime. And then we will go from there. That would be cool. You can get to me on AIM: Jmc121487 or by phone. 503 330 7449. Hit me up one way or the other.


Where is the Love?

Seriously, either it isn’t there, or I am blind. Or maybe I’m just looking in all the wrong places. Actually, I’m not really looking, I kinda always expect it to just fall into my lap somehow. Like I sit around and wait for it to come to me. Tell me if I’m wrong in doing this, because I would really love your opinion. Leave me a comment on what you think.


Once Again:

I am really bored lately. All my friends are out of town, some out of country. I don’t know what to do lately. I need more people to hang out with, because hanging out with the same people all the time isn’t working, because when they are busy, I have no one else to do things with. That leaves me very bored. So, offer to be my friend, and hang out with me. That would be nice.



I’m afraid to get close, but that’s where I want to be.


Journals suck. They always make me feel miserable. Because I’m putting my feelings out there, and letting people criticize them, which really isn’t that great. But I like a response. So comment!












And you think you know people…



And this is all he wrote… 





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Entry 2 and WOW [Jul. 9th, 2004|12:46 pm]
[Current Mood |pleasedDon't know hot to explain it..]
[Current Music |Bare Naked Ladies - Pinch Me.]

Well, today I had the chat of a lifetime. Learned some things about people, and a few things about myself. I don't know wether to be extremely excited, or a little freaked out. But that's something just for me.

Anyways.. Summer school is a lot of fun. I am loving it. The work is simple. And the people are interesting. And during class I do stuff like make things, like this livejournal. But, hopefully I can finish school soon, so I can get back to my summer.

Anyways, once again.. So now I have a total of TWO crushes. lol. One is in Europe, don't know when she will be back. Wait yes I do, July 21st! YEAH!!! Watch out for that date you guys. Lol. And the other. Well. I don't wanna talk about it. lol. You know who you are. Life is just weird like that sometimes I guess, and you have to accept it. But, that doesn't mean you have to do anything about it. I don't know.

I think today I will just hang out with Jennifer and Fae and Jenny. I LOVE THEM. We wont be doing cool things like burning letters or anything, but we are going to the new American Eagle. That should be cool. And uh. That's all I know of. I'm sure we will figure out more later. We always do. Actually I haven't seen Fae since FOREVER. Well I did see her the other day, but we didn't talk at all, I just kinda honked my horn at her ALOT, and she just kinda thought I was some weirdo. But later I told her who I was. Lol, and she remembered me! Thank god, otherwise I would have been miserable. Last time we were suppose to hang out, it never happened, because we both were meeting at school, but apparently we got there at two different times, because we each thought the other stood us up. Oh well.. We are going to hang out now, that's all that matters.

You all know that when you ejaculate, you need to clean the orifice of your penis, or else you will get infections! Lol, so that means after ejaculating, GO PEE!!! It isn't that hard. Those were a few words of wisdom. lol. Thanks for explaining that to me.

But AAAH!!! Life if crazy, I don't know what to do with it. It throws the weirdest things at you.

Ajah Gerrish, if you EVER read this. Don't think I was making fun of you, because I think you really are badass, and cool, and shit like that. Just holler at me online or something. Or call, because you know, that's cool too. 503 330 7449. And I don't mind putting that up there, because.. Well... I'm just not.. lol.. Anyone can use it really, just call, and be like. Hey, what's up Joe? And then it'll go from there..

Hope to talk to you soon. Later.

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Entry Number ONE, and Sumer School [Jul. 8th, 2004|10:19 am]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]
[Current Music |Right now I am listening to people typing.. and the silence.]

Well I got a LiveJournal. Pretty cool. But uh. I am in summer school right now. And well.. I am not having much fun. But I thought I would keep you updated on the situation. lol. Because yes, it IS that important. But uh.. Hopefully I will have this shit figured out soon... And it will be better than it is right now. Okay.. Later. Joe.
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